Unsettling dream
I didn’t wake up with the greatest of feelings. Woke up around 5 o’clock, and then tried to fall asleep, but couldn’t. I must have though because I few hours later I was woken up by Reinout. I was confused, still in a dreamy state of mind. I had a terrible dream, which had associations to the film Antichrist (mentioned in the previous blog post). Reinout left Sebastian playing in the babygym on the bed, and I went back asleep again. It’s the first time in days I got more than 5 hours of sleep. I woke up from the alarm clock. With a call in 30 minutes I felt less than prepared. I dashed downstairs for a coffee and some blueberries. Time was ticking away and half way through the feeding my call was on. Luckily I could postpone it until later in the evening.
Today I would love to do nothing, just chill with Sebastian, take him for a walk in the park. But on the other side I feel there is so much to do. Hearing myself saying this, I definitely don’t have my priorities straight. OK, a few hours of work and then the park with Sebastian. He deserves my undivided attention.
My little elf









Dear, you have to take care of yourself, that have to be you number one priority, otherwise you can´t enjoy your life completely, your loved ones ´m will understand. I´m concerned about your health, you seem to stress so much, please take care of yourself Susanne……
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he is so sweet is victoria happy ?
reply to this commentwith him as brother.
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He is, isn’t he? An she is too! A very proud big sister