Unsettling dream

Posted by: fracas on May 20 @ 11:03 am

I didn’t wake up with the greatest of feelings.  Woke up around 5 o’clock, and then tried to fall asleep, but couldn’t. I must have though because I few hours later I was woken up by Reinout. I was confused, still in a dreamy state of mind. I had a terrible dream, which had associations to the film Antichrist (mentioned in the previous blog post). Reinout left Sebastian playing in the babygym on the bed, and I went back asleep again. It’s the first time in days I got more than 5 hours of sleep. I woke up from the alarm clock. With a call in 30 minutes I felt less than prepared. I dashed downstairs for a coffee and some blueberries. Time was ticking away and half way through the feeding my call was on. Luckily I could postpone it until later in the evening.

Today I would love to do nothing, just chill with Sebastian, take him for a walk in the park. But on the other side I feel there is so much to do. Hearing myself saying this, I definitely don’t have my priorities straight.  OK, a few hours of work and then the park with Sebastian. He deserves my undivided attention.

sebastian

My little elf

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  1. On May. 20 2009 @ 11:36 pm Kharma said

    Dear, you have to take care of yourself, that have to be you number one priority, otherwise you can´t enjoy your life completely, your loved ones ´m will understand. I´m concerned about your health, you seem to stress so much, please take care of yourself Susanne……
    /N

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  2. On May. 23 2009 @ 3:15 pm sara said

    he is so sweet is victoria happy ?
    with him as brother.

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  3. On May. 23 2009 @ 3:26 pm fracas said

    Your Message@sara:
    @sara:
    He is, isn’t he? An she is too! A very proud big sister :)

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