Time is precious
This is officially my last week of dieting. This would be the week I would reach my target weight of 52kg’s, my pre-pregnancy weight. It’s been a major goal for me since February. To loose almost 20 kg’s in less than 3 months. With a strict diet from Monday to Thursday (see previous post) and low carb diet the rest of the days, I have been living on between 700-1500 calories a day. It’s paid off and this week I’m 55 kg’s. But with another 3 kgs to go in one week, this is going to be an uphill battle. Thus I have decided to keep to my diet religiously. No alcohol, no cappuccinos, no cookie with my coffee in the evening, concessions I have unfortunately allowed myself as of late. Instead it will be a lean and mean week, with loads of steaks, vegetables and pleanty of exercise.
It’s also a rather busy week, and I might have to cancel several appointments that are filling up my agenda. With Sebastian, I notice my day is getting cut into little pieces. There is very little room for meeting people, and I rationalise my time in minuscule. Days start at 6 in the morning, gym at 7, domestics at 9, blogging at 10. Working from 11 onwards. Due to the lack of time, I’m even seriously considering cutting out the blogging. I’m not there yet, but I will need to think about it. Even I notice that the quality of my blog posts are rapidly going down, largely due to lack of time. I shall have to see how things progress after this week, which should end months of starvation and time consuming cellulite treatments. One week to go! I must keep up the spirit.
Lilla gumman, du verkar ha sådan press på dig själv, kan inte förstå varför, du vet att muskler väger mer än fett, att kroppen förändras hela tiden. Du är vacker som du är, det har du säkert hört flera ggr men du tar inte till dig det,. Var bara tvungen och skriva detta, läser din blogg då och då, den är jättebra, avancerad och rolig, men inte när du pressar ner din vikt så fort och är så fixerad av det, ge din kropp tid att få återhäta sig. Visste du att det tar hela 7 år för en kvinnans kropp att återhämta sig efter hon fött barn?
Var snäll mot dig och ta hand om dig
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Your Message@Kharma:
Tack, vad gulligt av dig. Jag vet att i teorin har du helt ratt, men i praktiken ar det en annan sak. Det ar valdigt typiskt mig att bli som besatt i nagon slags fixering. Men a andra sidan sa mar jag battre nu, i och med att jag borjar komma i form. Nu nar jag ar sa nara malet sa ar det bara att satsa allt. Om nagra veckor sa skall jag absolut fira…med en harlig dessert!
Kram, Susanne
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