Sleepless in Haarlem

I am so tired. Sleep doesn’t come (it’s almost 4 am). I know this is a common issue for new parents. But my sleepless nights are once again developing to become insomnia. I feel the anxiety rise in my chest as I twist and turn in bed. It doesn’t help the fact I was already asleep at midnight but was woken up by a family member.

I’m beyond angry now. That’s good. The anger has subdued. My schedule will be screwed up tomorrow but I can’t really do anything about that. Yet I’m concerned about my sleep routines which lately have become worse. Again I see family life being impossibleto keep up versus to what my body needs. In fact all I want is to become a recluse after 8 pm, retiring to my bedroom. No TV, no noise, just my computer and my book. An impossible match, or?