Sleepless in Haarlem
01.51. Sleepless night. My heart is beating fast, like it’s about to break loose, escape from my ribcage. I take a deep breath. Then another one. Focus, focus. There is no tomorrow. My alarm is set to 7 am. First gym, then shower, then taxi to Hoorn for an appointment at the hospital.
Tomorrow’s schedule is tight. 2 meetings followed by an interview at a radio station for OnlineSalsa. It’s picking up, even though we haven’t even launched the new site yet. So much to do, so little time. Guilt is my worst enemy. Towards my family, my children, my colleagues. I try to focus on next Monday. Last working day before Christmas, well sort of. My meetings will continue, but they will be conducted at home. I can sleep in a little bit longer, give myself an extra hour to relax, watch some TV in the evening. I just need a few days to recharge my batteries. Just a few days. Then all will be ok.
Like yr blog. Why is honesty such a theme in yr life? Have you been lied to once too often?
Like that you’re dancing, I should do that more, will start tonight with the mss..!
reply to this commentYour Message@Sander @FF:
Thanks Sander! Yes I think, like most people, lies has become part of a daily existance, lies from others but also on my own behalf. I try to change, mature, stand for my mistakes and just be honest. Nothing nobel in it, just the realization that honesty does prevail.
Yes, dancing is my great hobby turned business. Launching OnlineSalsa 2.0 in January. You should try salsa if you haven’t yet
Merry Christmas, Susanne
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