Fracas Noir – Susanne Waldau – te Brake ~ for better or worse

After 36 hours of not blogging – I’M BACK!! But don’t expect a fresh rose, posing in front of the mirror tho show off her Karen Millen dress or Dior pumps. Today I’m in bed, after a quick wash and go session (and in this case I’m only talking about my face). Luckily I’m working [...]

This morning as I was doing my usual 35 minutes on the cross-trainer I went through my schedule for the coming weeks. Sometimes its good to get an overview when you can’t distinguish the trees from the forest. Right now is like a count down. Every week has different goals and priorities that should be [...]

Finally the day is over…almost. I read that the second Monday of January is the most depressive day of the year. Can’t say I really agree as my day has been pretty good. I’m now on the train home. Dinner for tonight will be a Whopper without cheese and Chicken nuggets with fries for Victoria, [...]

I’m very fortunate to work with great people… Yesterday’s repetition for OnlineSalsaTV in my livingroom… Kimberly & Sederick discussing routines …and showing off! Beautiful…Sebastian completely fell in love with Kimberly. I think the feeling was mutual

I feel under pressure. Pressure to perform and deliver. What’s new you say….OK, OK I hear you. But it’s not such a terrible thing as I work best under such curcumstances. Provided there’s a lot to do; there’s direction a common goal. But times are tough. Jobs are scarce and budgets are going into size [...]

I’m completely behind my schedule but I just have this urge to blog for 5 minutes. Besides it calms my nerves which are completely tensed. If I was a smoker, I would be chain smoking fags as we speak. Luckily I’m not. My day started at 7.45 am. A sleep in for me. I got [...]

The’re been a small revelation in the past 45 minutes of contemplation. My as for late anxiety attacks often associated with the start of the working week (did it ever stop?) is largely due to upholding a perfect facade of being in the office and delivering results. The latter, in theory should not be so [...]

Now I’m fucking pissed. Yes I am going to use this media to defend myself. Primarily against my husband. Yes, my husband agree that I set too high targets, that I don’t take any rest, that I don’t spend enough time with the family, that I didn’t give our son a hug this morning, that [...]

Exactly a week after the New Year made it’s entree, I am ready to make my New Year’s Resolutions. It’s not so much about resolutions but about goals. In many ways they are similar to last year. Having said that it doesn’t mean I achieved anything in the last year. If last year was about [...]

Yesterday… Another jam packed day from beginning to end. I woke up slightly later as I slept next to nil the night before. Half an hour of browsing through the online news I got Sebastian and myself ready for the gym.  I had a great work out, which was needed as the scale pointed to [...]