Fracas Noir – Susanne Waldau – te Brake ~ for better or worse

When I saw you there on the street, I realized how much I love you. My heart took a leap and for a moment it was like it was only the two of us. It was one of those defining moments when I knew why I want to spend the rest of my life with [...]

Last night, as Reinout came home, I was just wrapping up my dinner, stressed as in half an hour I had my appointment with my hairdresser. Reinout asked me why I was so stressed. I looked at him with an almost (I imagine) blank face. I had just made dinner, emptied the laundry and put [...]

The house is empty. Reinout left this evening. His Prada aftershave lingering for a few more moments, as to gently ease the void he’s left behind. Again I feel cheated on the promise we once made to eachother, never to go one night without going to bed and waking up together. But one night becomes [...]

Why is it that men can’t be relied upon to find a good movie? Reinout had already selected a film for us to see, and it was no idea to protest, so I went along with it….Lost City Raiders. It was one of the worst movies I’ve seen since… well a few months back when [...]

Yes, what can go wrong will go wrong! We were suppose to leave early in the morning. But one of our appointments got cancelled for today so we are left with only two (I know I’m being somewhat secretive about these appointments but it shall be disclosed soon). In any case we left later in [...]

It’s a fart party this morning. I don’t know what my husband ate last night, but it’s not good I can tell you that. Fortunately I slept so deep that I didn’t notice anything but this morning is another story. I sprayed my heaviest perfume, Iris Nobile by Aqua di Parma to mitigate the effect. [...]

I just woke up. My alarm clock was staring back at me with a clear message that it was already 12 o’clock. Fantastic! Every bit of extra sleep I catch right now is welcome. — It wasn’t a particularly busy day yesterday. Apart from having to go and file a report at the police for [...]

Although Reinout had supposedly a bad back he couldn’t keep away from the winebar. Some pictures from last night’s rendez vous with MJ and followed by an unexpected visit to the local sex shop. I found these cute little surprise packages which I decided to buy for Reinout’s staff. Quite silly, but a lot of [...]

Things rarely work out as they’ve been planned. And thus I am not in Paris. I’m not even in France but in Haarlem to be precise, waiting for a train that is delayed. Yep so much for glitz and glamour in the fashion capital. So what happened? Well, Reinout has been suffering from a sore [...]

I’m so excited! Tomorrow Reinout , Sebastian and I are going to Paris. The city I have a long lasting love affair with. In fact it’s beyond love….adoration and worship more like it.  We are making a small stop in between as we have some appointments to attend to. I managed to find a small, [...]