Fracas Noir – Susanne Waldau – te Brake ~ for better or worse

For the last 3 months I have been completely uninterested in my appearance. I have tried to stay “fashionable” but it’s easier said than done with a growing belly. The first months worked reasonably well, although I was suffering from acne due to the hormones. This I managed to get under control with bi-weekly microdermabrasions. [...]

Hormones are flying all over the place. It’s like everyone in our household are battling their own wars. In fact we all are in our own unique ways. But it’s not the stress you need before Christmas. Not at all as a matter of fact. On a personal level, I’m going through some major changes, [...]

Just came back from a meeting with the photographer of the photo session I had the other evening. I typically don’t like to get my pictures taken, but I was pleasantly surprised of the results. The pregnancy nude pictures looked beautiful and very artistic. I thought about why I felt so comfortable with the whole [...]

I just came home from a photo shoot. Not something I do on a daily basis, I can assure you. The photo shoot was schedule for the evening, and before that I had an appointment with my hairdresser and make-up artist at Pierot (one of the absolute best in the Netherlands). The occasion for the [...]

From early morning until now, I’ve been trawling the net for good site designs. I’m exhausted, and as I got a lousy 4 hours sleep last night, I am desperate to catch some sleep. Hopefully this night will not generate any strange dreams like last, when I woke up in the middle of the night [...]

We have this battle at home, about whether it will be a boy or a girl. Reinout is adement it will be a boy. After all he is the alpha-male (according to himself), and alpha-males produce Y-chromosomes. So far so good, until last week… It started with an ordinary meeting, with a rather unordinary man. [...]