Fracas Noir – Susanne Waldau – te Brake ~ for better or worse

I feel so positive! Full of life, energy and ideas. I even had to do a extra 15 min on the cross-trainer this morning. Just had to funnel that energy into somewhere. The cross-trainer took the brunt of it and at some point my speed wasn’t measurable anymore. So what’s going on in my life, [...]

I came across this tune on YouTube, which is something from the past….it’s from U96 with the obscure yet interesting name Club Bizzare. I used to love this song. I remember having this on my walkman rewinding it over and over as I was running at sunset. This was the year I fell in love [...]

I’m home…..finally…devoid of energy, I can barely carry my laptop bag. Heavy… I’m met by Reinout and Sebastian. I feel instantly better. I can breath, a brief respite… At home….different views, different visions, disagreements follow. It’s me against everyone else, or so it seems. It’s been like this for weeks, months. I’m tired, yet restless. [...]

Somehow I think we are at our most brightest, shining vividly, like little stars in the universe, when we are facing hardships and obsticles. That’s when our minds are sharp yet full of dreams. This is what I’ve lost…or perhaps it’s just been numbed. I realize that as I haven’t been blogging for some time. [...]

I love running. In all honesty it’s more like jogging, but I love the word running so much that I use it as the one and only description for my sportive activity. Someone told me once that I am a runner, running away from my problems. Although it may seem so from the outset, I [...]

On Saturday coming back from my appointment at the hairdresser I was met by Reinout as I walked in. He didn’t say anything, and neither did I. I knew my words would be redundant and so I decided against saying anything. Instead we were just standing there, holding on to eachother for what felt like [...]

Enjoy! …and good night, wherever you are…

I am back in my most personal and private of places – the boudoir. It’s my own little secret, where my thoughts can run riot, my olfactory sense is tickled with perfumes and scented candles, my taste buds are challenged with breakfasts, lunch and desserts. Such as now….with a cola ice lolly. Its cool iced [...]

It appears I have a fan club. Well technically speaking consisting of a few guys working for Reinout. It’s their way of keeping track on their boss. Juicy details are being logged to be used at a later more appropriate date. Reinout was in a conference call yesterday, and I happened to walk in… “Yes, [...]

My heroine from early childhood, Scarlett O’Hara coined the now famous cinematic quote “After all….Tomorrow is another day”. And this is so true. Just as we make New Years resolution, start a new life through the purchase of a new diary or changing jobs and apartments, we actually have the possibility to turn over a [...]