Fracas Noir – Susanne Waldau – te Brake ~ for better or worse

For the first time in months I start to feel hungry. An orange for breakfast is not meeting my food requirements. I use all the will power I have to extend my morning without eating. Orange before 10 am means that I will be hungry again before lunch. It’s true that after rapid weight loss [...]

I have reasons to be happy on at least two accounts. I slept for a whole 9 hours until 10 AM. It felt fantastic. When I woke up for one of the feedings at 8 in the morning I was just too tired to drag myself to the gym. Instead I went back to sleep [...]

My hormones are playing games with me. Although I slept, with interruptions, for 7 hours, I till feel exhausted. By 1 o ‘clock Victoria came home. She suggested us going to the Bagel Bar. I had earlier agreed to making Wednesday afternoons our day. A day for lunching and shopping in town. But with a [...]

When you are pregnant it’s evident you will gain weight. They say the norm is about 12 kg. In my first pregnancy I gained about 17 kg and in this pregnancy almost 20. Towards the end I refused to even go on the scale knowing I would become depressed being faced with a pointless number. [...]