Fracas Noir || Susanne Waldau - te Brake I swear to tell the truth as I know it…

Internal peace is finally descending upon me. It’s just me, my thoughts and my Mac. For once they are all happily united in a ménage à trois. Mostly they aren’t though, Me and my Mind don’t get a long, Mind and Mac don’t either, although having exchanged PC for Mac has somewhat improved the situation.  [...]

I’m on the train. It’s hot, stifling, and my top bares mark of thin lines of sweat. The day is digested in bit sized portions, events are mixed and matched in a seemingly random order. It’s one of those days, when I bare my emotions on the sleeve. There’s anger, hurt, frustrations…very little else really. [...]

Two days without a proper shower is starting to be noticed — I smell! My otherwise so sweet nickname, Stinky, has taken on a new meaning. It’s one thing to be called Stinky when in fact I smell like a fresh rose, but to be called Stinky when I am a stink-bomb is something else. [...]

No, not the breast enlargement, but I’ve had my visible veins removed. In a bid to stay young and erase all evidence of my pregnancy I put myself under the needle and had something unnatural injected into my veins. The result is apparently fantastic, or so the doctor told me, but so far I’m wrapped [...]

At 11 am, just as I was getting up to speed with work and started to make real progress on my ever growing action list, OnlineSalsa went down. In fact OnlineSalsa was not so online anymore and surely didn’t live up to its name.
It’s been a nightmare, to get it back up and running, and [...]

I started my morning early… 6.30 am, and hit the gym an hour later. Some days are better than others and I gave all I had on the cross trainer. Gym in the morning is a perfect way to start the day. It whips you into shape, not only physically but mentally too. And it’s [...]

I’ve just finalised my action-list for tomorrow. Luckily a meeting got cancelled, creating a bit os space in my schedule. It’s a long list for tomorrow, but finally I start feeling we are getting into an operational routine. Anyhow, my eyes are so dry I can hardly see what I am writing. Time for bed…

Somehow I think we are at our most brightest, shining vividly, like little stars in the universe, when we are facing hardships and obsticles. That’s when our minds are sharp yet full of dreams. This is what I’ve lost…or perhaps it’s just been numbed. I realize that as I haven’t been blogging for some time. [...]